….I know. I just didn’t want to tell anyone, you have your own shit to deal with and I have people to help me get over it. I didn’t want it to get out ‘cause I knew this would fucking happen. Now everyone thinks I’m relapsing and they’re all gonna give me that stupid look. Like they pity me. And they’re gonna constantly ask how I am. I’m that girl again. And they’re gonna think it’s because of Niall and it’s not. He is a whole different story. I just… fuck.
I have nothing to deal with, honestly. Work? Yes. But that can always wait. You’re not that girl again, Demi. You’re stronger than this and you can bounce back like you always do. Forget the media, you’ve already been good at that. Don’t give up on this now that some asshole leaked your entry. No matter what, I’m here for you. And I never want you to feel like you’re bothering me. Forget Niall. Or what the media says.